Grey Heart

As I walk pass through the door,

I saw the fragments of her heart on the floor,

shattered to pieces of grey,

Oh my, Whom took your colors away?

Then I walk fast, straight next to her,

Hey, Did I made something to effect your nature?

She looked down and slowly said "no",

Her depression has swallowed her into the shadows,

Curiously, I was pacing back and forth,

wondering where I can find her colors,

she hold my hand and said.

"Compass always point to the north"

is it me? is it the phone, picture or others?

She continued,

"If life was just a game, I wish I can press pause"

I said,

"Dear, then what's life worth living for, if you don't resume?"

She stopped, then replied "only for a moment"

though I understand the feeling of torment.

I said,

"Even if you pause life, I don't think you can pause the pain"

She stopped, grin and silently looked down again,

As if her gestures trying to signal me a message,

I felt dense from this perplexing passage,

Then she looked up,

"Hey can you see my tiara?"

I smiled and answered

"Of course, you are my princess"

She blushed, closed her face and said "see ya"

"At least your melted sand eyes hasn't been perished"

Shocked I was,

the fragments of her heart on the floor,

started glowing,

clumsily dancing back together,

As if the seasons has changed its weather,

I for once never knew,

Everyone has their rainbow hearts broken once or two,

The color of this room was grey,

because it visualizes the color of her sadness,

but somewhere deep inside her soul, i see

A color that pushes her to fight these madness,

"Let me be the reason your heart changes color"

I said while looking straight into her eyes,

she hold my cheeks softly then whispered,

"What if your heart changes season?"

I stopped, without giving any responses,

Then as time passes longer, gazing in her eyes,

I sense her loneliness has enveloped her for too long,

Then I grab her hand so she can feel this heart of mine,

calmly, she feels my heartbeat beating.

Her expression started changing,

then when everything stopped for a second,

I said,

"you were just lonesomely in this room, weren't you?"

From grey, to dark blue,

she can't put it into words,

her tears fell down happily,

As the pieces of her heart came back, smiling

knowing, that when everything seems wrong in life,

don't let it tarnish the colors you've collected before.

because as much as if you read this like a poem, it's not.
the same as much as you want life to go your way, understand that it won't.

the conclusion is simple,
slightly related to the content of story, but more to how you read it :- You can plan how you want to do something, but sometimes even if it doesn't go your away. At least you did reached the ending. Also understand that sometimes life won't go your away lol

Content of the story :- Everyone has their own problems and their colors started to distorted when their down, but take some initiative to solve the problem instead of pausing it, have someone to rely on. Sometimes there is a reason why Allah grant us friends. Simply to not let us face something alone. Even if you don't have friends, understand that God will always be there for you.

Remember

When you're in trouble, and you wonder where is the presence of God,

Understand that

Even teachers are quiet during your exams or test right?

;)

Assalamualikum